Self-deception

I didn't realize what was going on if i made up such a hasty and rushy decision,

he had such quiet and innocent eyes

3rd March 2012

you're the one who prone to tender towards me and i realized that you ain't a pleasure-seeking guy

smelled of mountain dew and grass in the early morning

i was leaning on your broad shoulder

the sweat droplets were dripping little by little along my fair-skinned cheek

i was spoiled by your thoughtfulness    

you was too bad

♥

the sense of feeling inched its way slowly into deep heart

living and no going to other side and seeking for someplace where was more secure

____

time past along with heart
all gone after 29 March 2013